I don’t know what to do. There is zero good in anything. My entire life has been a constant battle with my father. I’m exhausted. I can’t take him, stress, depression, life. I can’t deal with it. I honestly don’t have the will to live. The amount I want to just end it all right now, scares me. The thought of ceasing to exist is the only happiness I see. There is nothing left for me here.
1000 calorie diet here I come